Reaching for the stars.

19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?

California.

Cuz the girls are unforgettable.

Seriously though prolly north carolina. it's pretty. there's big cities, close by beaches, is affordable to live there, they have a decent school system, you're on the east coast so all the tv shows are an hour earlier, giving you time to go to sleep at night...

As far as country? I wouldn't mind living in Ireland. Despite the fact it's bankrupt. There's enough beautiful men I wouldn't pay much attention to that.

All Hands On Deck

18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?

ppppppfffffffffft. can't decide. I'm not sure if I'm just tired of this and want a break or if it would be truly better for me to let it go. I've tried a few times stepping back and figuring it out but haven't been able to do that with much success yet.

i guess another thing i should probably kick is my holding on to perceptions of people- not letting them change either for the good or for the bad. I feel like I'm guilty of having one set image of someone in my mind and then not allowing that image to change at all, which causes many many conflicts...

I beseech you!

17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?

Sky diving.

The possibility of death. And crapping my pants from fear.

Seriously.

Also, I would really like to become someone people treat as an actual friend rather than just a nice girl that they really like. the difference is the friend gets someone to hang out with and the really nice girl sits alone in her room most nights.

I'd say the biggest obstacle in that is other people's perceptions of me. which I don't really have the power to change. BUMMER.

It's A Hard Knock Life

16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?

Well let's see here. Logistically speaking, if everyone was made happy by everything that makes ME happy, there would be a whole ton of happy people in this world. therefore there would be no angry people to fight for things that are right and there would be a downward spiral..........................................

But really. I feel like my life experiences have allowed me to see the world in a way way more positive life than most people. So I have learned to not take things for granted and instead delight in them. Plus, I get enough sleep for my body every night. which in general makes me a more pleasant person, which most people DON'T.

I love love love being happy.