Well I would love to say 100% but because of the state of my life I grew up with parents. Therefor they have controlled much of my early life and childhood. I can feel us kind of transitioning here because of my being in college, but I definitely still feel their attempt at controlling me.
I think besides just ordinary they don't want me to do stupid stuff, I have a pretty large grasp on what I do. I used to allow myself to be directed by what other people thought and how they wanted me to act. After this summer though, I can say I have definitely become more self motivated. A people pleaser, yes, but way more about myself than I had ever been before.
I know I was super bummed about the lack of people and friends that would be around, especially the absence of my boyfriend. But I am now glad that God has led me down this path. Now that the end is nearing, I can see why I needed this summer. I have truly become my own person and make my own decisions on what I do.
I guess we will see what the school year brings!
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